One of the hardest things in someone's life is not having a dream. When I was a child I wanted to be a teacher, doctor, flight attendant, lawyer, artist, and hotdog but, adulting hits me. I was once a dreamer but, right now I can't figure out everything. Like, I don't know what I want to do in life, what I want to be.
I am a teacher but, it seems like I do not belong in this field, I am a lost sheep that never be found.
"It sucks to not have a dream because I don't know what I wanted to be. I'm already a teacher but it feels like there's something I want to do in my entire life, that I want to fulfill." I said.
I was just looking ahead and my heart is blue, calm but sad.
"You will figure it out someday. Don't be rushed because everything has a perfect time, you have your own pace." He smiled.
I looked at him. His smile is contagious; I know he will be my rest and person. I have a gut feeling that my heart always belongs to him.
"Louise! Marvin!" We heard Junior shout behind us.
He's running towards us and sat next to me.
"What's this? Marvin and you have already in a relationship?" Junior asked before he covered his mouth.
"No!" I exclaimed. "You're still my boyfriend."
"No! I have my man." He slapped me before he looked at Marvin.
"Are you in love with my friend?" Junior asked him. He's very straightforward.
"Hey!" I beat his arm.
"Is it obvious?" Marvin asked him.
"Yup. But your friends are your competitors." Junior said.
Marvin just shrugged and looked at me. "She knows who will choose. I don't want to force her to choose me just because she likes me. She has the freedom to choose and she's a grown-up woman now so we have no right to dictate her heart."
"So is it fine if she will choose Jacob or Ivan?" Junior asked again.
"Yup. As long as she's happy, I am too." Marvin said as he smiled at me.
Junior pushed me closer to Marvin.
"You're insane." I pushed him too.
"I'll go first. I need to pack my things." Marvin said before he stood up.
We just nodded and then he turned his back on us.
"Sis, you're very lucky," Junior giggled.
"Huh? I'm the unluckiest one." I chuckled.
"That was before but now, you have 7 seven men who want to pursue you. I'm so happy for you!" Junior said while smiling broadly at me.
"Crazy." I shook slowly. "Let's not be sure about it because all the men I talk to, won't last long. So I expected that after this vacation our connection will be over too." I smiled sadly.
"Don't be too negative. Hello girl? They are in their 30s so they are ready to settle down and they can't play girls' hearts anymore." Junior assured me.
I just sighed and looked at him. "I hope so."
He hugged me tightly. "I won't let those men hurt you. You know I'm always at your side. I don't want to see you cry and get hurt again. I want you to be happy because when I got a boyfriend you were the first person to be happy for me."
I let go of Junior's hug and took a deep breath. The sunrise is too beautiful so I am.
"Come on! Let's pack our things because we'll be leaving later." Junior said once pulling me upright.
When I entered our room, Sheena and Axel were still asleep. I was just looking for something to wear. I just grabbed a printed white shirt and black shorts and then I went into the bathroom.
When I finished taking a shower, my two friends were awake and packing.
"I'll miss it," Axel said and his voice was mixed with sadness.
"Me too. Our one-week is over." Sheena said.
I just took a deep breath and then packed my things. After I pack, I lie down on the bed and look at the ceiling.
"Guys!" I was surprised when our friends and RealSeven entered our room.
I was able to get out of bed and look at all of them as well as the things they were carrying.
"A-Are you done?" Sheena asked in shock.
"Yeah. We woke up early and then we packed right away." Haye replied as she placed her bag on the floor.
I sat in a corner and just watched them sitting in different areas of our room. These people made my vacation memorable.
"What time is your flight?" Laura asked RealSeven.
"Noon," Ivan replied.
"The traffic here is heavy so you need to go right away," Arthur uttered.
"But it's too early if we will go to the airport this morning." Karl protested.
"It's okay if you're early than to miss your flight, right?" Haye sounded irritated.
They even argued as we left the room to check out. I went straight to the van and then put my things inside. I just waited for them in front of the van. As I waited for them, I looked around. Many memories were formed at this resort. I am sad because it is all over and it will never happen again. I hope my happy experience in this place never ends.
I saw that they were going to where I was standing so I took my camera.
"Stop! I'll take pictures of you." I shouted.
They stopped walking.
"1 ... 2 ... 3 ..." As I once clicked the camera.
"Louise, join us," Jacob said so I handed the camera to a staff who was there and went to them.
I sat down next to Sheena and smiled at the camera.
*Click*
It's a wonderful picture of us.
"This is not the end of our friendship," Ivan said so my attention was focused on him.
"Yes! You will be attending our wedding next year, isn't it?" Coleen asked cheerfully
"Of course! We'll need to attend your anticipating wedding." Johan said as he smiled at the couple.
"So, we have to go?" Lovie said.
I looked at RealSeven sadly.
I will miss these crazy people.
"Yes. We will wait for our service." Johan uttered.
"Be careful on your way home." I heard Marvin say.
I smiled a bit because I feel like this is will be over once we got home.
"Goodbye." I smiled but my eyes tell otherwise.
"I hate goodbyes, just say see you next year." Karl patted my head.
I just nodded and smiled. I turned around to get inside the van.
"Louise!" I heard Jacob shout my name before I got inside.
I looked at him again. I couldn't even speak when he suddenly hugged me.
"Don't be sad. I will make sure to have time with you." He whispered.
I just smiled and then I let go of his hug. I waved at him and approached my friends.
"Jacob, we have a problem," We heard Johan say so we were stopped from entering the van.