Remember me?
I hope you are happy,
I was never good enough for you.
I knew it from the start,
I had to take a leap of faith.
Hoping you were the one for me.
I was never Lucky,
And I wish I was.
It hurt so badly,
Seeing you with her,
While you left me broken.
Seeing her hold your hand,
And you kissing her.
I wish I was blessed to have someone that way.
You treated her so special,
And I was the punching bag for your temper.
I see you wearing the red tie,
I bought it for you.
And she comments on how handsome you look in it.
My heart aches,
You asked me to marry you.
My heart was racing with joy,
I wanted to show the world,
That I have someone to love me.
But when you took me to the restaurant,
To make a toast with your friends for us.
A girl,
So beautiful in Red.
Came in with a smile,
And thanked everyone for the toast.
And for a second there,
I didn't want to believe it.
So I kept my hope high,
He is mine and mine only.
You stood up,
Took her hand gracefully with a smile.
I still didn't want to believe it.
I was in denial.
You came in front of everyone,
And proposed to her on one knee.
She said, Yes.
My heart broke,
Cause I was wearing the ring you proposed to me with.
My mind had shattered.
How could someone be so cruel?
I confronted him in front of her,
He laughed and replied,
"What did you think,
I would fall for the likes of you.
I wanted you to pick the ring for the engagement,
So, I could propose to my true love.
You are just the bait,
I would never date a person like you."
I took the risks,
I shared my past and trusted you.
I gave my time to you,
Kept you on priority.
What was I thinking?
A loner like me,
Would never fit in society.
Just that I dream big,
But it was never a reality.
I wanted to be yours forever,
But it never existed.
I am terrified to trust anyone,
Just because of you.
I loved you,
More than anyone who ever did in your family.
You broke my heart,
As if it was a paper meant to be crumbled.
I tried but I failed.
I don't think anyone would stay.
They will all have to leave one day.