During those days back home… She never took me out to meet anyone, but she taught me many things, she devoted all her time and energy to me… Brother Li, I wasn't born self-isolated, it was something that developed over time.
Mom said I was very smart, smarter than the average person, and that I learned very quickly, which is why she made me learn so much,
She was afraid that one day, if she were no longer around, I wouldn't be able to live well on my own… She taught me the survival instincts of a child,
She never considered that I was still so young… My mind would collapse from taking in so much, but she only knew to force me to keep learning…
As I lived like that, Jih Yunshu kept sending people to assassinate my mom… Mom took me everywhere, enduring all kinds of suffering… When it came to nighttime, I would wake up from nightmares about mom… I was so scared, especially scared… But even mom would shiver and break down crying in her dreams…