" *Sigh "
I looked at my computer in my room within a certain apartment building with a long sigh.
My name is Lucy, a female collage student who has only joined her sophomore years this spring and has begin to live alone since this June.
For me it's quite difficult to getting used to live alone for such a long time, so I started to play games to distract myself from this strange feeling.
"Well, this one is also with a RPGM engine support. It's fun since I can move with my own free will unlike visual novels...Yes, it's the endless possibilities behind this genre that makes it's so great."
What I was looking at was a gaming website that gives updates about recently released game or upcoming projects in the near future.
Soon after I looked at the official websites of games released by well-known game companies, one after another.
-- A new version of an old game.
-- Games based on popular manga and novels.
--A heartwarming game about everyday life.
I am relatively a gamer. Also, for someone who enjoys manga and light novels, all of these were of moderate interest to her.
"There's nothing particularly interesting this time..."
However, there didn't seem to be anything that struck a chord with me at the time, so I quickly skimmed through it.
"There doesn't seem to be anything that looks good... Huh?"
I've checked out most of the games on the site, just when there was only a little time left, I saw some text coming in describing a VR game that a game company was trying to sell.
"New Order Games? I've never heard of it. Is it a new game company? I wonder what kind of games they're trying to sell..."
Since it was a game company I didn't know, I didn't have high expectations for the content, so, just like I had done earlier, I clicked on the address leading to the official website.
"Um, the title is ' Genesis World'. I think it's a fantasy game. So, what is the content of this?... Hey, is this... an erotic game?!"
The first thing that caught my eye was the game title on a pitch-black back screen.
Next is the words "No entry for those under 18" and the option "Yes" or "No".
That can only mean one thing.
It turns out that this game is an R18 or older erotic game.
"Hmm, hmm... I wonder what it's about."
I blushed a little when I found out it was an erotic game, selected "Yes" and opened the official website once more, then began reading the contents.
It's only sold to player, those aged 18 and over. The game involves a leisurely adventure in a fantasy world, where you clear various quests.
However, what sets it apart from other games is thatduring the adventure, players can be defeated, hypnotized, or intimidated by monsters and NPCs in a variety of ways
The images on the official website show women dressed in adventurer-style clothing being raped after being defeated by monsters, or being sexually harassed during quests.
"I'll be raped, won't I...?"
Rape. Sexual harassment.
Although it was a word that most women would shy away from, I was strongly drawn to it.
This is because I had been interested in erotic things for a long time.
It all started when I was in elementary school and accidentally came across an adult website while using my parents' computer.
On the site, a woman dressed in what appears to be a transforming heroine's costume is being raped by monsters. At first she appears reluctant, but as she is violated she begins to feel pleasure, and by the end she is in a state of melting pleasure.
At the time, I didn't understand what it was, so I quickly closed the site and deleted the history.
But even though I couldn't understand it, it remained vividly in my memory.
So, as I grow up, I begin to understand what is that strange feeling.
A certain emotion began to grow within me.
"I want to be raped too."
It's a masochistic desire, a desire to be raped.
A desire began to grow in me to be raped, made to feel pleasure, and made to melt just like the women on that porn site.
I knew that this was a bad desire.However, once a desire had arisen, it was not so easy to disappear.
"Hmmm..."
Since then,I have fantasized about being raped many times.
I also searched the internet for erotic illustrations of girls being raped and read manga.
But I never actually did anything to fulfill that desire.
The reason is simple.The risk of being raped is too great.The risk of sexually transmitted diseases, etc. due to being raped also can't be ignored.
Will there be any physical aftereffects?
The impact of being raped on your life ?
How will you explain this to your family and others?
There were any number of problems you could imagine.
Also, no matter how much you want to rape someone,That being said, because of the disgust towards being raped because of fear of sex, I had never tried to satisfy my desires until now.
And I didn't have the slightest desire to continue doing it in the future.
"...Maybe I should give it a try....
But this is just a game...
If it's a game, I'll be safe no matter how many times I get violated, and no matter what happens to me, it won't be a problem..."
That's why.
It could be said that this game, "Genesis World," was exactly what a M person like me had hoped for.
No matter how many times you are violated, there are no real consequences or problems.
You can try any kind of play without hesitation.
In addition, the game "Genesis World" is not like other MMO-style multiplayer game, so there is no risk of other players finding out who you are...
Additionally, the website states that full refunds will be given within two weeks of starting the game, so even if you are not satisfied with the product, you will not lose out.
It was just perfect.
"...the beta test has finished...the reviews have been very good...the release date is next week..."
While feeling a little excited I read through the official website and gathered information based on word-of-mouth reviews and blog ratings.
"...Yeah. Let's do it."
And the result of collecting information. Once I decided that I wanted to play Genisis World, my hands before my brain could react quickly purchased it from the sales link on the official website.
"Ah, I'm looking forward to next week...hehe"
Continuing her momentum from the purchase, I downloaded the game data into her VR device with a faint smile on my face.