Drowning does not happen when you fall into water, on the contrary it happens when you let yourself stay under , that's when you truly drown.
" When did you come home last night ?" I eat my breakfast in silence as Ale decides to pry, which gets Ramiro's attention and he stares at me expectantly
" Didn't check the time " and I honestly didn't ! I don't even know how I went to my room or got home to say the least .
" Was it dark ?" He persists with the questions
" I don't Know Alejandro " he stares at me for while before nodding and goes back to eating his meal , I didn't get to tell kae good bye last night , is he still mad at me ? How does one apologize to a demon ?
" Are you gonna eat the pasta or continue twirling ?" A knock on the door jolts me out of my thought, Ramiro's worried gaze locks on mine ,I'm actually fine ! Just distracted .
" I'll get it !" Ale goes to unlock the door while I shove spaghetti down " it's the ex !!!" He yells into the house , oh yh he said he would come today .
" Let him in Ale" my spaghetti all of a sudden becomes interesting...
" Common Ale we have lectures ! " Ramiro drags Ale by his collar
" I doubt that ! Hey let go these are designers" Your smile can't be forced with them - but when I turn towards Damon it is .
" Hi !" I wave awkwardly as I make my way towards the couch ! Now this is a man who has seen me Naked . He cocks a brow taking a seat opposite me .
" I got you something!"
" Yh?"
" Yes ! " He brings out a box of chocolate and call me a glutton or whatever but that's my on function button .. I squeal and drag it but for some annoying reason it dosentttttt budge - oh wait He doesn't let go ! I pout turning towards him .
" What was that ?"
" What?" I whisper with eyes on the chocolate box !
" The 'hi' what was that ?" Ugh
" I don't know ....." I drag the box but he doesn't bugde " Oh common !!!" He leans into me and I lean back till I hit the arm rest , with our faces only an inch apart .
" Mm?" He smiles at me , his warm breath tikling my face
" Hi Damon !" I whisper against his mouth , he chuckles against my lips before claiming them into his , I won't say my hands around his neck is an involuntary action but can you blame a girl ?
" Ahem !!" I push Damon of me , it's not the first time any of us has seen the other in a compromising position.
I clear my throat softly gathering what little composure I had left
" We are leaving ! Call us if you need anything". Ramiro places a kiss on my head not sparing Damon a glance , while Alejandro glares daggers at him as Ramiro Drags him away . As the door shuts after then I grab the chocolate with a huff , he leans back into me twirling my wild lock of red hair round his fingers
" It's cute , wanna tell me when it happened now ?"
" Well one week after you left "
" Uhuh you did it ?"
" I told you no ! " I throw a ball of chocolate into my mouth , " it happened, I woke up and it was like that "
" You sure One of your brothers didn't prank you ?" It hadn't crossed my mind actually, but it wasn't them
" No "
" Okay then " he stays in silence watching me eat , I think a minute has past .
" Why'd you leave ?"
"..."
" Right ! Got it !" I sigh as I get up from the couch and place the remaining chocolate in the fridge, he wraps his arms around me burying his face in the crook of my neck
" I want to tell you " he murmurs
" But you can't" I wiggle out of his grasp pushing him of me .
" I stayed with you when I could Diana , me not being there for a while shouldn't get you this mad "
" Unbelievable" I mutter under my breath by passing him back to the couch .
" Diana ... Why are you really upset with me ? " He leans against the counter his T shirt flexing on his body .
" Why do you think ?"
" Because you didn't know where I was ,you were worried" he whispers the last sentence " I'm sorry , I'm so sorry i- "
" It's fine ! We all have to attend to some business we can't say out ! He walks towards me squeezing my hands in his big ones
" I love you ! "
" Yh I know !" I smile at him
" You won't say it back ?"
" You know I do " I stroke his face , I do right ? He nods as he leans into me laying me careful on the couch
" I missed you " it hasn't escaped my notice that he hasn't called me Kocheshka , not even once since he came things are.... Different
" Me too ! " He hovers over me using one hand to unbotton my blouse as he leans in to kiss my neck , clothes discarded but he just did it different, Rough ! Don't get me wrong I like rough but not once did he check up on me , not once did he look at me he just buried his face in my neck , now tell me everything is fine ! Because I know it's not .
" I have to go !" He announces dragging on his clothes in a rush ! He gives me one last look with something like regret passing through his eyes before he slams my door shut ! I dress up and clear my throat snapping out of a daze and as I adjust myself .... I gather what's left of my dignity but I leave the pieces of my relationship.