Sometimes you can't be who you want to be and sometimes you can't do what you want to do.

That is the daily life of our anti-heroine. She is over powered with innate and learned magics and abilities but she does not have them to use them. she has them because she was born with them and she learns quickly. 

for her it is about acquisition not utilization. She wants to have power to understand power but she doesn't want to serve and protect. 

but it is out of her hands because she is Rachel, the Milana of Trannisa realm. her purpose is to maintain a balance dictated by the realm.

she is there when she has to be and when she is not needed she is off learning new things. 

so what happens when she is suddenly needed all the time? will her habit of avoidance become a mask of doubt and insecurity. 

so will she be a flawed being and pass the torch or will she endure in self doubt and constant insecurity. 

or is there a third option that has been there all along and completely out of her control?

Rachel laid back on the black ground. It was soft and inviting and she seemed to sink into it as the runes rose around her and took on the look of pillows a blanket and a futon cushion.


"Let me finish this. I am pretty sure when I come back no time will be lost."


Cramnal nodded as the others settled in. None of them wanted to leave her side. As far as they were concerned the mission had started.


Rachel closed her eyes and she was instantly within the scape of the blue veil. Even with her eyes closed she knew this. She calmed her breathing and she waited. She waited for the dreamscape to tell her that it was time for her to start.


Chapter 250 - The Scape 2