Sometimes you can't be who you want to be and sometimes you can't do what you want to do.

That is the daily life of our anti-heroine. She is over powered with innate and learned magics and abilities but she does not have them to use them. she has them because she was born with them and she learns quickly. 

for her it is about acquisition not utilization. She wants to have power to understand power but she doesn't want to serve and protect. 

but it is out of her hands because she is Rachel, the Milana of Trannisa realm. her purpose is to maintain a balance dictated by the realm.

she is there when she has to be and when she is not needed she is off learning new things. 

so what happens when she is suddenly needed all the time? will her habit of avoidance become a mask of doubt and insecurity. 

so will she be a flawed being and pass the torch or will she endure in self doubt and constant insecurity. 

or is there a third option that has been there all along and completely out of her control?

"So you won the competition? That's great! Congratulations!"


Evervine looked up at Marcel with a frown. "You say that like you're surprised. Of course she won. She didn't even have any real competition. To bad we won't be old enough to participate in the Wizarding tournaments."


Evervine looked off dreamily. Hazel smiled. She knew her friend well and she did not need to look at her to know she was daydreaming about winning the transfiguration cups for new competitor and most original competitor.


Well she cheated and saw a few of her dreams too. 


"It's similar to the mundane Olympics in En Dimension."


"Does Hogwarts have something like that?"


Hazel scrunched up her nose in thought. "You have the Triwizard Tournament, but it is slightly different because it is only three schools involved."


"Only three schools involved?! What do you mean?"


Chapter 256 - memory