"The unspeakable horror and hunger, irrational disasters and death, repeatedly experiencing the demise of the mind under frenzy, even being unsure if the person waking up tomorrow is still oneself, wandering like a living corpse... How can someone like you, who knows nothing, understand our pain and troubles?"
"Rather than struggling and suffering in hell as a living being, it might be better to become part of hell."
Tan Xiang might have wanted to curse loudly, but had lost even the strength for that, and could only mutter a curse: "So eager to become a monster... go ahead and become one yourself! Don't drag others down..."
As he spoke, he seemed to realize something and shut his mouth.
Integrating the information obtained earlier, I also roughly understood the cartographer's specific plan.