But if I keep explaining like this, perhaps most things will make me feel sad, yet if everything became somewhat different, I still wouldn't know how to put it into words.
And according to the current situation, most things are unique, and even if I could make sense of it all, that doesn't necessarily prove innocence.
Xia Ling'er felt she was too foolish, which made things seem so simple, but if everything became so complex, perhaps nothing would matter in the end.
So even if one appears pitiable, it's not guaranteed that things will be crystal clear, because from the beginning, many failures were destined.
"I'm destined to leave many things unexplained, but you don't have to put it that way either. And now, saying so much seems pointless, because from the start, this matter was fated to involve many incomprehensible events, only adding to the awkwardness," she said.