Hell, the day I walked into his apartment and heard the headboard slamming against the wall, some girl moaning like she was in a cheap porno? I didn't even cry. I stood there for ten seconds, blinked, turned around, and left. I didn't even get to see her face.
I wanted to. Sometimes I tried to remember what her voice sounded like, but my memory came up empty. I didn't even care enough to storm in and slap her, or curse him out. I just… left. Went home. Slashed a tire or two. Broke a window or two also... and moved on.
Eric cheating on me didn't destroy me. You know what did?
Kael firing me.
That stung worse than any betrayal.
So why… why did Ash Stanley make my chest feel tight and my blood feel like it was crawling through my veins like poison?
Was it the sex?
No.