The first light of dawn was a dirty gray, filtering through the cracks in the barricaded basement window. It did little to warm the cold concrete. Quinn had not slept. He had sat on the floor all night, his back against the wall, with Lily curled asleep in his lap. The iron poker lay on the floor beside him, a dark, silent testament to the night's horror.
Across the room, a shape lay on the floor. He could not bring himself to look at it for long. It was a ghost, a terrible monument to his failure.
He was exhausted. Every muscle in his body ached with a deep, physical weariness. But it was the emotional exhaustion that was truly crippling. It was a hollow, empty feeling, as if his grief had scooped out everything inside him, leaving only a shell.
Lily stirred in his lap, her face tear-stained and pale. She was still deeply asleep, her small body seeking the comfort of warmth and safety that he was not sure he could provide. He could not leave her like this, not with… not with the body in the room.
He gently shifted her off his lap, laying her down on the dusty sofa cushions. He pulled his own jacket off and tucked it around her. Then he stood up, his joints protesting, and forced himself to face what he had been avoiding all night.
He walked over to the stack of cardboard boxes and found one labeled "X-MAS DECOS." He opened it. Inside, nestled among tangled strings of lights, was a red and green plaid blanket, probably used for holiday picnics. He pulled it out. It smelled faintly of pine needles and storage.
He walked back to the body on the floor. He did not let himself look at the face. He just unfolded the blanket and gently, carefully, draped it over the still form, covering it completely. It was a small, inadequate gesture. A pathetic substitute for a proper goodbye, for a real burial. But it was all he could do. It was a ritual to separate the monster from the memory. Under the blanket was his sister.
With that final act done, something inside him shifted. The raw, overwhelming grief began to recede, replaced by a cold, numb practicality. There was no more time for sorrow. Sorrow was a luxury he could not afford. All that mattered now was the promise. All that mattered was Lily.
He began to scavenge, his movements mechanical. He went through the boxes stacked against the wall, looking for anything useful. He found a half-empty pack of stale crackers in a box of camping supplies. He found two more bottles of water. He found a small, cheap flashlight that, to his surprise, still worked. He rummaged through the pockets of an old ski jacket and found a crumpled energy bar. He took it all, stuffing it into his backpack. It was not much, but it was more than they'd had.
He looked at Lily, still asleep, and knew he could not put it off any longer. They could not stay here. This basement was a tomb, filled with ghosts. They had to keep moving.
He knelt by the sofa and gently shook her shoulder. "Lily," he whispered. "Lily, time to wake up."
Her eyes fluttered open. For a moment, they were hazy with sleep. Then, memory returned. Her eyes darted around the dim basement, landing on the red-and-green covered shape on the floor. Fear, sharp and immediate, flooded her face.
"Mommy?" she asked, her voice a small, trembling whisper.
The question was a physical blow. Quinn felt the cold numbness crack, the grief threatening to rush back in. He fought it down. He had to be strong for her.
"Lily," he started, his voice rough. He did not know what to say. How do you explain the unexplainable to a six-year-old? How do you tell a child her mother is gone, that you were the one who… He could not form the words.
He pulled her into a hug, holding her tight. "Your mom… she was very sick, Lily. The sickness made her… it made her different. She's not in pain anymore."
It was a clumsy, pathetic explanation, but it was the only one he had.
Lily started to cry, a low, heartbreaking sound. "I want my mommy."
"I know," Quinn said, his own voice breaking. "I know you do." He held her face in his hands, forcing her to look at him. "Lily, listen to me. I made a promise to your mom, and to your dad. I promised them I would keep you safe. And I will. I will never, ever leave you. Do you understand? It's just you and me now. And I will keep you safe."
She looked at him, her tear-filled eyes searching his face. She did not understand everything, but she understood the promise. She nodded slowly, her small chin trembling.
He helped her put her shoes on, gave her a small sip of water. He shouldered the backpack, picked up the iron poker. It felt heavy in his hand.
Leaving the basement was harder than getting in. He had to dismantle his own barricade, moving the heavy dresser and the boxes. The gray morning light that streamed through the broken window felt alien and harsh. He helped Lily climb out first, then followed her, pulling himself up into the ruined world.
They stood for a moment in the side yard, the quiet of the morning punctuated by a distant, solitary scream. The street was the same chaotic mess as yesterday, but the fires had burned out, leaving behind blackened skeletons of houses and cars.
Quinn looked down at Lily, who clutched his hand in a death grip. He looked at the devastation around them. A cold rage began to build in the hollow space where his grief had been. A rage at Blackwood, at the people who had unleashed this hell. A rage at the world for letting it happen.
The rage was clean. It was simple. It burned away the confusion and the sorrow, leaving behind a single, hard purpose. It was the promise, forged now into something unbreakable. He was no longer just a survivor. He was a guardian. A protector. He would get Lily through this. He would find somewhere safe. And if the world stood in his way, he would tear it apart with his bare hands.
He took a deep breath, squeezed Lily's hand, and they started walking, leaving the ghost in the basement behind them.