[Alex Pov]
I was currently in my house, lying in bed, thinking about how this day turned out to be so special. The ceiling above me was just a blank canvas, but my mind was replaying every moment, every little detail. Haley could immediately tell that I was different from when I left home today. She just gave me a knowing smile, one eyebrow raised, and asked, "Was it good?"
I tried to feign ignorance, mumbling something about being tired, but even I knew that only her father would be deceived by her today. Haley saw right through me. Luckily, I was able to avoid Mom when I entered the house, or else she would have noticed it as well. I didn't trust myself to keep a straight face around her after the day I'd had. So instead, I asked Haley to deliver my food to my room and to tell Mom that I was feeling tired and a little sick, which was why I couldn't eat dinner with them tonight.
Haley surprised me by not complaining much and just helping me out. She was a good sister when it mattered, and I made a mental note to thank her properly later. I curled up under my covers, the ukulele Lucas bought for me tucked safely in my closet, hidden from prying parental eyes for now.
Then suddenly, my phone buzzed—a message from Lucas: "Are you alright?" "Did you sleep?" I smiled at the screen, my heart fluttering. I replied that I was good, and we chatted a bit, just the usual back-and-forth, but it felt different now—more intimate, more ours. Before we said goodnight, he sent, "Goodnight girlfriend."
Just reading those words made me feel giddy all over again. Today he'd asked me to be his girlfriend, and I'd said yes. I hugged my pillow, unable to wipe the smile off my face. My cheeks still felt warm, and my stomach did that little flip every time I thought about him.
I let myself drift back through the day, replaying everything like a favorite movie.
Flashback
Today we got to the music shop, searching for instruments for him. It was a fun date—simple, but perfect. He even bought me a ukulele, and now it was resting in my room, a secret I couldn't wait to play with. The fact that he thought of me, that he wanted to give me something just because, filled my heart with so much love for him.
We ate together, laughing about silly things and sharing bites of each other's food, and then we decided to go to his house. When I found out that his parents weren't home, I felt a surge of happiness and nerves all tangled together. I wanted to make out with him—really wanted it. He called an Uber, and we reached his house, our hands brushing together, our eyes meeting and darting away, both of us feeling the anticipation.
We made out on the couch for a while, the world outside fading away. His arms around me, the way he looked at me, the way he listened and made me feel like I was the only person in the world—it was intoxicating. But when he told me that his parents wouldn't be home for a few more hours, I didn't know what came over me. Suddenly, I kissed him, unable to hold back any longer, letting myself get swept up in the moment and the feeling that with him, I could be completely myself.
Seemingly agreeing with whatever he wanted. He then lifted me from my buttocks where his hands grabbed all of me. I had my arms and legs wrapped around him and he started walking towards his room from the living room. The whole time we didn't stop kissing and biting each other. He threw me on his bed and I could smell his scent from the bed and I immediately loved this place.
He got on top of me and our tongues probed in each other's mouths, our hands roamed over every inch of our bodies. His hand found the button of my jeans and snaked it's way downward. Being a virgin, just his touch made me slippery. The nips on my ears and my neck sent shivers down my spine. The moans and gasps leaving my throat were strangers to me.
I wasn't quite sure what to think when he nudged the boots I was wearing off. I think I actually went into shock about a minute later when he moved down to my feet and started to draw off my jeans. They actually only made it off one leg and down to the ankle of the other. Before I came out of shock my undies were in the same predicament.
I had to bite my damn lip to keep from screaming when his tongue made contact with my thighs. This was a new experience, for sure. I was shot into space and brought back to reality all at once. I had masturbated to relieve the stress but I had no idea anything could feel like what he was doing to me. My legs were shaking, I thought that nothing could top what I was feeling then, little did I know that he hadn't even touched my clit yet.
Oh, the clit. When his tongue began to flick over that little button I began to utter moans, grunts, and gasps. My hips began to move in a way that was new to me. He built me higher than I ever knew was possible. I began to beg, pleading with him not to stop. The stars above me began to spin. I couldn't concentrate, except on the orgasm that was building inside me. My head pulled him closer, never wanting him to leave. And then, it happened. My whole body spasmed and my legs collapsed.
He came up and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around him, holding him tight against me. I suddenly felt drunk in arousal. His hands were so warm and big that I could feel him wrapping me and he was caressing my dark brown hairs with such tenderness that I just felt right in that moment. I didn't know when my top got removed and I was only in a bra and he played with boobs like a kid would play with clay. He told me that I had the best pair of tits. I blushed when I heard him use such language but I suddenly felt a bit proud because of it. He then used his tongue to suck on my boobs. One hand caressing the nipple of one while his mouth explored the other boob. He lighly even bit my nipple which made me cum a little.
I told him that I wasn't sure if I wanted us to have sex, and he said that we would only go as far as I wanted, he just wanted to lay with me in his arms. After that we made out in such a soft slow sweet way, feeling each other everywhere, I was already half naked from below and then he also removed his shirt.
I don't know what came over me when I rubbed my hand over his pants and he asked me if I wanted to feel his penis, and I got all shy, blushing. I said I wanted to see it but I was nervous that I would hurt it if I touched it. ( Thank You mother for making me scared to touch a guy ) He chuckled at me and leaned down and took off his pants then took my hand and laid it against his penis. It was so much bigger than any I had ever seen in movies ( the three I had seen before) and thicker. I got so scared, I told Lucas that there was no way that we could ever have sex cause that wouldn't fit in me. He told me no worries if we got to that point we would take our time.
I fondled him softly running my hand over him and across his tummy he throbbed and tingled against my fingers it made me giggle. He told me he liked the way that I rubbed him in my hands, and that made me feel good, I was so turned on and wet in between my legs.
I told him I wanted to know what he felt like in me. He asked me if I was sure, and I said yes, he slid me flat on the bed and crawled in between my legs and then he asked me if I was a virgin. To which I replied like a shy maiden " Yes please be gentle" and I got surprised to hear him say that he was also a virgin. He said "You are also my first, Alex" which suddenly gave me a lot of confidence and made braver to endure the pain that will come.
Smiling at me as he put on a condom that he said he bought a long time ago, then kissing me he slowly put the head of his penis inside my stubborn vagina because it was refusing to take it in. Then in one Swift motion he impaled me with his cock. I felt pain so intense that I suddenly felt scared and I woke up from my horny aroused state and even cried a bit as well but Lucas also reassured and me said to me that it will go away and he also apologized and we just hugged each other for a few moments till i was ready again. He was still inside me holding me close.
I have never felt so full in my life, I swear that he ripped my insides when he entered me, so full so tight. I have to admit he hurt me as I stretched to take his length and girth. He again started moving slowly.
He looked at me and asked it I was ok, and I squeezed the tears out of my eyes and said that he was hurting me. And he looked at me and said he was sorry that he couldn't help that he was so big. Then he slid out till just the tip of him was in and asked me if I wanted to feel him again and that it would ease up now that I was stretching, and I said yeah I wanted to see if it would be better. Boy did it!!!! This time it only hurt a little but it eased, and my toes started curling and I moaned out and clamped down on him. My brain exploded and all I saw was colors. I couldn't breathe, I was shivering and trembling all over, Lucas laughed and said he was glad I liked it and he started moving in me, I have never felt anything like it. Every time he pushed deep in me, I couldn't help but moan because he felt so good in me, so deep , so demanding, it was like he became a part of me. I have never felt something that wonderful. Without realizing it I pulled my legs up in the air and locked them behind his back and that made him groan against me telling me I was too tight. I thinking that was a bad thing moved my legs back down flat and he said no it was a good thing he liked it how I was so tight against him, and that he didn't know if he could last much longer so I brought my legs up again and ran my hands up against his back he groaned and shoved so hard against me it hurt and it shoved my head against the wall. He groaned in me and I felt him come, then he fell on top of me. That felt good I started seeing the colors again and I squeezed my eyes shut and pushed against him. I broke out into a sweat and held him close, whimpering in his ear.
He whispered in my ears "Alex, will you be my girlfriend" to which I almost wanted to laugh because it was so absurd. My past self wouldn't ever to even think to have sex with a boy without even getting into a relationship let alone he is my first.
"Gladly Lucas" I replied smilingly and we just hugged each other for a while before Lucas told me that his parents would be home in 15 minutes, so we needed to clean up. I couldn't even stand for a few minutes in which Lucas helped me put on my clothes and then changed the sheets of which I suddenly realised that there was a blood spatter on it. He immediately cleaned up the room and then used room freshener to help with the scent of sex.
Lucas then called an uber and then threw away those sheets in the dustbin and Lucas went with me to drop me to my house. I was not able to walk properly for a while and didn't want my mom to notice it so I asked Haley for help and messaged her. To which she replied "I got you". Lucas kissed me at my door and told me how it was the best day and then we bid goodbye.
Haley distracted mother and father while I made my way inside the house and then to my room where I quickly freshened up. Haley brought my food to the room where I ate it and slept afterwards.
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