Caleb POV
I punched the wall so hard my fingers split open.
The pain felt good - real, sharp, honest. It was the first thing I'd actually felt in three days. Everything else was just empty space where feelings used to be.
"Caleb!" Aiden ran into my room, staring at the blood dripping from my hand. "What are you doing?"
"Trying to feel something," I said, staring at the red on my face. "Anything."
My brother's face scrunched up with worry. "You need to see Elder Iris. This isn't normal."
"Nothing about this is normal," I snapped, then stopped. Even my anger felt fake, like I was acting out feelings I thought I should have.
Everyone kept telling me I was in love with Lily. My brothers, my father, pack members - they all looked at me with pity and said things like "You two were so happy together" and "Don't worry, she'll remember how much you loved each other."
The trouble was, I didn't remember either.
