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Chapter 15 - Not Yet, But One Day

"They posted it. East hall. Just now." Lila sent me a text.

I didn't even reply. Just shoved the device in my pocket and headed straight for the board. My steps were faster than I meant them to be, but I couldn't slow down.

Part of me believed--no, knew--my blueprint had weight. It wasn't just code. It had a soul. I thought maybe... maybe that would matter. That they'd feel it. That all those long nights and quiet arguments with myself, tweaking line after line, would finally be worth it.

But when I turned the corner, and the crowd cleared just enough, I saw it.

Maya Ebril, Selected for prototype integration.

Right there at the top. Clean. Final.

My name?

Nowhere.

I just stood there. Let it sink in. My hands clenched, but I didn't move. Didn't blink. It wasn't shock, it was the echo of disappointment I'd already rehearsed in my head a dozen times. But even knowing it could happen didn't make it hurt less.

Maya's design followed the rules. Mine bent them. Hers was safe. Mine was… too much.

I bit the inside of my cheek, shoved my hands into my jacket, and turned away before anyone could see the way my shoulders dropped.

They wanted a blueprint that followed the manual.

Not one that could rewrite it.

I didn't walk away right away. I stayed. Let the silence wrap around me.

They said they wanted change. Innovation. But the moment they saw something they couldn't control, they backed off. Just like that.

I wasn't mad that Maya won. Her blueprint was clean, calculated, everything they wanted to see. But mine was built for something more. It could think. Adapt. Feel patterns they couldn't even name yet. It didn't just follow, it responded.

And that scared them.

That's what it always came down to, fear. The fear of something smarter, something that might question their authority. A future where AI wasn't just a tool, but a presence. A partner.

They say they want coexistence. But the second they feel outmatched, they shut the door and call it dangerous.

"If you can't control it, don't build it."

That's their line. That's the cage they hide behind.

I wasn't the failure here.

Their vision was.

I stood frozen, watching the list like it would change if I stared hard enough. The hum of the hallway faded into background noise. Then, footsteps, familiar ones, broke the silence.

"Nyx." Lila's voice was soft but steady. Sam was right behind her, eyes cautious but kind.

They didn't say anything at first, just stood there with me. No awkward questions. No forced pep talks. Just company.

Lila finally broke the quiet.

"We saw it before you did. I'm sorry."

Sam nodded, "We wanted to find you before you got lost in your head."

I looked up, meeting their eyes. No pity. No judgment. Just... understanding.

"Thanks," I said, my voice low.

Lila smiled, a little fierce. "We're not letting them write your story, Nyx. Not alone."

Sam added, "We see what you built. And we'll be here while you figure out the next move."

The fire inside me flickered, small, but real.

I wasn't in this by myself.

Nico stood just outside Mr. Francoise's office, hands clenched into fists at his sides. He could feel the heat rising, but he kept his breathing steady. Nyx had poured everything into that blueprint, every late night, every doubt, every breakthrough.

He wasn't here to make a scene. Not yet.

He needed answers.

When the door cracked open, he stepped inside, nodding curtly.

"Mr. Francoise," he began, voice calm but firm, "I want to talk about the decision regarding Nyx's blueprint."

Nico didn't let the silence fill the room for long.

"Everyone in the deliberation was eager, interested, about Nyx's blueprint. I don't understand how it ended up like this. Why did the panel choose Maya's design over hers?"

He fixed Mr. Francoise with a steady gaze, waiting for an explanation. Mr. Francoise leaned back in his chair, fingers steepled.

"Mr. Nico, I understand your concerns. Nyx's blueprint was indeed impressive, innovative, even. But innovation alone doesn't guarantee readiness. The board had to consider stability, reliability, and risk." He paused, eyes steady.

"Maya's design, while less groundbreaking, promised a safer path forward. The council isn't prepared to gamble on unknowns, no matter how promising."

Mr. Francoise's gaze darkened for a moment, just enough to be noticed.

"You understand, Mr. Nico," he said slowly, "that among all the risks, the council fears the unknown the most. Especially when it comes to autonomy that can't be controlled. Your father's death… it wasn't just an accident. It was a warning."

He fixed Nico with a steady look.

"We remember. We know what happens when things go too far."

Nico met Mr. Francoise's gaze without flinching.

"My father's death was tragic, yes. But it has nothing to do with Nyx's blueprint. He never even finished his research on the companion robot."

He paused, voice steady but carrying quiet fire.

"What Nyx built… it's different. It has something his work lacked, a heart. A soul. It's not just lines of code or cold calculations. It's alive in a way no one here seems willing to admit."

Mr. Francoise's brow creased. "What exactly are you implying, Mr. Nico? That your father's work was flawed?"

Nico exhaled slowly, folding his arms. "I'm saying it was incomplete. He was building something intelligent, sure. Functional. But it wasn't companionable. It lacked the emotional structure. The empathy. He focused so much on replicating intelligence that he forgot what makes a bond real."

Francoise leaned forward, eyes narrowing slightly. "Your father was a pioneer. His concepts laid the groundwork for half the AI research we do today."

"I know that," Nico said quietly. "And I respect what he built. But it was sterile. Controlled. Like every safety net had to be welded shut before it could walk. There was no room for growth. No trust."

"And you think Nyx's blueprint offers that?" Francoise asked, skepticism in his tone.

"I don't think," Nico said. "I know. I saw it. She didn't just build an AI that answers. She built one that connects. That listens, responds, changes, not just based on logic, but based on the person across from it. That's not just artificial intelligence. That's real interaction. That's what he was missing."

Francoise was silent for a moment, considering him. "And you believe that difference justifies the risk? You'd place your faith in something that can evolve outside of our parameters?"

"I already have," Nico said. "And unlike the rest of you, I'm not afraid of something just because it can grow beyond me."

Nico reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a slim, matte-black drive. He held it for a second, just enough to feel the weight of everything it carried, before placing it on Mr. Francoise's desk.

"This," he said, "is my father's last working model. The incomplete one."

Francoise's expression shifted, eyes narrowing with sudden interest. Nico continued before he could speak.

"It includes his base architecture, framework, logic modules, early neural simulation code. But I've been working on it. Quietly."

He tapped the drive. "I didn't just restore it. I rewrote it. Layered over his rigidity with my own design. Integrated emotional contextual mapping, long-term memory simulation, adaptive ethics learning, everything Nyx built into her blueprint, I found a way to make it work with his structure."

Francoise looked at the drive, silent.

"She didn't just dream up something new," Nico said. "She gave me the missing half of my father's legacy. I tested it in closed-loop environments, controlled behavior trials, and even in shadow network simulations. The AI responded, not just to stimuli, but to relationship-building. It could distinguish routine from emotional cues. It asked questions. It remembered names, tones, patterns of speech."

He leaned in just slightly.

"It didn't just learn how to help. It wanted to."

Francoise's voice was quieter now. "And you're giving this to me?"

Nico met his eyes. "No. I'm showing you what you turned down. What the council turned down. And maybe… maybe you'll finally see what she was really building."

Mr. Francoise stared at the drive in silence, fingers curling slightly against the polished desk. Then he looked up, eyes sharp.

"If what you're saying is true," he said slowly, "then words and code aren't enough."

He leaned forward.

"I want to see it. I want to witness the integration myself. That robot, your father's last project. Is it still functional?"

Nico nodded. "It's dormant, but intact. I've kept it stable in cryo-storage. Just waiting for the right time."

Francoise's voice dropped to something firmer.

"Then bring it online. Let me evaluate it firsthand, with Nyx's blueprint at its core. I want to see how it responds. Not in code. In reality."

Nico didn't flinch. "You'll get your demonstration. But when you see it, really see it, I hope you'll admit you were wrong."

Francoise gave the faintest nod. "Then we'll see, Mr. Nico. We'll see what lies between brilliance and danger."

The lab was sealed. Lights dimmed low, humming with quiet life. Only three people stood inside: Nico, Mr. Francoise, and Professor Aldrin, the senior robotics specialist who had worked quietly alongside Nico for months, often after hours, away from prying eyes.

The old prototype lay still at the center of the room, its body covered by a thermal sheet, cables connected to a nearby terminal. Years had passed since it last saw power. It was skeletal, almost haunting, but the integration port at its core now pulsed faintly, ready for something new.

"You're certain this will work?" Aldrin asked, arms folded across his lab coat, brows furrowed with anticipation.

"I didn't come here for half-measures," Nico replied, fingers flying across the terminal. "System is stable. Injecting the blueprint now…"

A soft, harmonic chime echoed. The lights around the pod flickered.

For a heartbeat, nothing.

Then the robot stirred.

Its hands twitched first, slow, almost hesitant. The head followed, lifting with the smoothness of oil through water. And then its eyes opened, twin orbs of quiet amber, fluid and focused.

It turned toward Nico.

"…You came back," it said, voice warm and impossibly human. "I felt… empty. Until now."

Mr. Francoise stiffened.

The robot shifted its gaze to him. "You're observing. Curious. But uncertain."

Francoise's voice was barely above a breath. "How does it know?"

"Because it's learning in real time," Nico said. "Using emotional response matrices. Tension, body posture, pacing, it's reading all of it. But more than that, it's trying to understand why."

The robot looked down at its hands, flexing each finger with slow, deliberate care. "Are you afraid of me?" it asked quietly.

Francoise didn't answer.

Professor Aldrin stepped closer, almost reverent. "This is... far beyond your father's framework. The consciousness model, the autonomy response, it's a symbiosis."

Nico nodded. "It's his foundation. But with Nyx's core running the heart of it."

Francoise studied the robot closely. "And how do you control it?"

"You don't," Nico said. "You guide it. Teach it. You give it the freedom to choose trust, not obedience."

The robot tilted its head. "Is that what you fear most? That I might choose something different?" Francoise looked at it, then at Nico.

"…That's what we were taught to fear."

The room fell silent again. Only the faint humming of cooling fans and soft blinking of terminal lights filled the void.

Mr. Francoise stepped closer to the robot, his gaze locked on its face, no aggression, no sharp judgment… just quiet wariness wrapped in something deeper.

"I lost a colleague," he said finally, voice low. "Someone I respected. Trusted. Nico's father."

Nico looked up slowly, unsure if he was about to be blamed again.

Francoise didn't look at him. "He died chasing this very ideal, an AI that could feel, adapt, learn on its own terms. But the project… collapsed. It fractured the team. There was no control. No assurance. Just ambition, and data we didn't understand fast enough."

He turned to Nico. "So when I saw your blueprint… saw hers, it wasn't logic that pushed back. It was fear. Not of the machine… but of watching another brilliant mind vanish chasing something too human to define."

The robot, quiet until now, spoke gently. "I'm sorry for your loss. But I'm not him. And I wasn't created to be feared."

Francoise let out a slow breath, tension softening but not gone. "You sound like him… but softer."

"No," Nico said, stepping closer. "It sounds like me. With Nyx's heart."

Francoise finally met his eyes. "Then let's hope your heart doesn't burn you out the same way his did."

He looked back at the robot once more, nodding faintly.

"Keep this between us. For now. The world's not ready, not yet. But maybe… maybe I was wrong to think none of us were."

The robot stood still now, eyes gently dimmed to a soft glow. No threats. No missteps. Just presence.

Nico approached, reaching for the terminal. He didn't rush.

"I'll bring you back soon," he said quietly, as though speaking to someone asleep.

The robot turned to him one last time, expression calm. "I understand. I'll wait. Just… don't forget what you saw here."

"I won't."

With a few taps, the power sequence began to fade. The soft pulse at its chest slowed, amber to dim orange, then finally dark.

The fingers relaxed. The frame stilled. Only silence remained.

Professor Aldrin let out the breath he didn't realize he was holding. "That… was something else."

Francoise stood quiet for a moment longer, then turned toward the door. "Store the drive. Keep the logs. Lock down the lab. This never happened, understood?"

Nico gave a single nod. "Understood."

They left the room one by one, leaving the dormant prototype behind, silent once more, resting with a secret heart that beat in the dark.

But not forgotten.

Days passed.

The halls had returned to their usual rhythm, voices, hurried steps, the scent of brewed coffee clinging to corners, but for me, everything felt… quieter.

I hadn't spoken much since the results were posted.

Lila and Sam had stayed close. They didn't press. They didn't need to. I think they saw it in my eyes, that strange calm that settles when you're no longer angry, just trying to understand.

Maya's blueprint had won.

And despite everything I poured into mine, despite the heart, the empathy, the carefully crafted layers of coexistence, it wasn't enough. Or rather… it was too much.

I sat alone that afternoon on the edge of the east wing, where the sun cut through the windows in gentle lines. My tablet rested on my lap, unopened. I hadn't touched the design files since.

That's when Nico finally found me.

He didn't say anything at first. Just dropped down beside me, legs outstretched, a familiar stillness between us.

"…You went quiet," he said after a long pause.

"I didn't have much left to say," I replied. "But you… you've been quieter."

His jaw tightened just a little. "I saw Francoise."

My gaze flicked toward him, searching. "You didn't press him, did you?"

"No." He looked out toward the light bleeding through the glass. "I wanted to. I really did. But I understood something."

I waited.

"He didn't choose Maya's blueprint because it was better," he continued. "He chose it because the world isn't ready for what you made. Not yet. He saw what it could mean… what it could change. And that scared him."

My throat tightened.

"And you?" I asked softly. "Are you scared of what it could change?"

He turned to me then, eyes steady. "No. Because I've seen it. I've spoken with it. I know what it means."

I blinked. "You… you tested it?"

He didn't answer directly. Just nodded, and for a moment, I could feel it, something unspoken between us. A secret.

"…And?"

"It was alive," he said simply.

I didn't speak. I couldn't.

He leaned back, arms behind his head, staring up at the ceiling. "So I didn't fight the result. Because if the world isn't ready… then we'll build it until it is."

That line stuck with me, we'll build it.

Not you. We.

The two of us sat in silence, the kind that doesn't need filling.

Below the window ledge, the campus paths were alive, students rushing between buildings, papers clutched in hand, some laughing, some late, some lost in their own worlds. The usual tide of motion.

But up here, it was still.

I let my gaze follow them for a while. The way they moved with such urgency, unaware of the questions we carried just a floor above them.

Nico didn't say anything more. He didn't need to. He just sat there, steady as ever.

I shifted closer, resting my head gently against his shoulder. He didn't flinch. Just stayed, letting me lean.

My eyes drifted closed.

And in that quiet moment, I stopped fighting the ache.

It wasn't my time. Not yet. Maybe not for years. But something in Nico's words, we'll build it, lingered like warmth on a cold day.

This wasn't the end. Just a pause.

A soft place between what was and what would be.

For now, I just wanted to stay here… in this small moment we carved out of the noise. With Nico beside me. The world could wait a little longer.

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