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Chapter 13 - Finding Her Own Space

One weekend, with Jane at work and Davis at a friend's birthday party, Lina visited a small apartment complex in Oak Cliff. It wasn't fancy; just a quiet two-bedroom with enough light and safety. The leasing agent, a kind Latina woman named Mrs. Ortiz, offered her a short-term lease. Lina didn't have credit history, but her YouTube income, job letter, and a solid deposit were enough.

She stood at the leasing office, hands slightly sweaty, as she handed over her final documents. Her signature was still fresh, Elle Naya. It felt strange and powerful at the same time. What started as a YouTube name had now become her shield, her voice, and the name on her first apartment lease in Dallas.

She had saved every dollar from her job at Eleanor Henderson Care & Enrichment Centre and added her growing YouTube earnings. Her channel, Life After the Bump, had become a community; mothers, women dealing with infertility, surrogates, and others who connected to her honest storytelling.

The day she got approved for the apartment, her first YouTube payment also arrived. It wasn't a fortune, but it was enough for rent and some basic furniture. Holding the receipt, Lina smiled. This was more than a lease, it was her declaration of independence.

That evening, she sat in her new, simple but cozy one-bedroom apartment. The floor was bare, the furniture thrifted, and the curtains were ones she had ironed herself. Davis helped unpack, not realizing how meaningful this move was for his mother. Lina watched him from the kitchen, eyes filled with tears. Everything she was doing was for him and it was beginning to pay off.

She posted her weekly video from the empty living room floor.

> "Sometimes, the best way to take back your life is to give it a new name. Welcome to Elle Naya's space, where healing is real, and growth takes time."

The views were rising. So was her voice. So was Lina.

***

She stepped back and admired the little video corner she had set up in her apartment. A soft peach throw covered a thrifted chair. A small frame with a Maya Angelou quote hung above: "There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." A potted plant brought the space to life. Sunlight filled the room.

Her used iPhone and tripod felt like treasure. No more balancing her phone on books. No more dim, shaky videos.

And for the first time, Lina would show her face.

She took a breath, straightened her pink blouse, and pressed "record."

"Hi beautiful people," she said with a gentle smile. "I'm Elle Naya… the voice behind Life After the Bump, The Silent Nine Months, and Wounds That Whisper. If you've followed me, you've heard about motherhood, surrogacy, and healing. But today, I want you to see me. The real me."

Her voice was calm, but her eyes shimmered with emotion.

"I've come a long way. If you're watching, maybe you're on your own journey. Maybe you've lost parts of yourself; through giving, through being hurt. Maybe your wounds are hidden, like mine. Maybe you've carried life, and had to walk away from it."

She paused, took a breath.

"I was a surrogate. I carried twin boys. I may never see them again, but I pray for them every night. I don't regret it but I do carry the weight."

A soft piano tune played under her voice, something she added in editing.

"I chose this path for my son. And now, I'm healing, rebuilding. Elle Naya isn't just a name. It's my rebirth."

The video lasted just under eight minutes. She ended with a soft smile and whispered, "Thank you for seeing me."

Within 24 hours, the video went viral.

The comments poured in:

> "You're beautiful, inside and out."

"I was a surrogate too. I never had the words until now."

"You helped me forgive myself."

"You are the face of healing, Elle Naya."

It passed 100,000 views in a week. Her subscriber count doubled. Emails flooded in, some from thankful viewers, others from podcast hosts and platforms. But one message stood out:

> "Your story moved me. I run a women's wellness podcast. I'd love to feature you. Let's connect. Rochelle Langston."

Lina read the message five times, heart racing. This wasn't just a video reaction, it was a turning point. For the world. And for herself.

***

The Ivy Room was a quiet, upscale restaurant in downtown Dallas. Tall palm trees, gold-embossed doors; everything about the place felt exclusive.

Lina adjusted her dark green dress as the hostess led her to a reserved table by the window. Her heart was fluttering. She had seen Rochelle Langston on talk shows, read her books and now, she was going to meet her. Not as a fan, but as a guest.

"Miss Elle Naya," the hostess said, gesturing to a table.

Lina turned.

There she was.

Rochelle sat by the window, sipping water with elegance. Her bronze skin glowed under the lights. Her curls were styled in a regal updo. She wore a white silk blouse, black slacks, and simple gold jewelry. She looked powerful, calm, and kind.

When she saw Lina, she smiled, not a celebrity smile, but a warm, welcoming one.

Rochelle stood and opened her arms. "Elle, finally. You're even more radiant in person."

Lina laughed, holding back tears. "Thank you. It's… an honour."

"Please, call me Rochelle," she said, guiding Lina to sit. "The honor is mine."

"I can't believe this is real," Lina said softly. "You're someone I've always admired."

Rochelle chuckled. "And you are everything I stand for. I watched your video twice. You speak with truth; rare and beautiful."

Lina exhaled, a little more at ease. "Thank you. I didn't know if anyone would truly understand."

"I do. And I think the world needs to see more of you."

They ordered. Rochelle had grilled sea bass. Lina, too nervous to eat, picked a salad.

"How long have you been in Dallas?" Rochelle asked.

"Eight months. I came with my son, Davis. He's almost 11. I had him through a lot of struggle. Surrogacy was my only way out."

"You mentioned the twins. You've carried so much pain, and yet you rise."

Lina's eyes filled with tears. "I try. My visa is almost expired. I work with children who have special needs. I just got my own place. And my channel is growing… for the first time, I feel like I'm healing. But I want to stay for Davis. For his future."

"And for your own," Rochelle said softly. "Lina, can I call you Lina?"

"Please."

"I'm not just a writer. I run a foundation for immigrant women with strong voices and purpose. I'm starting a mentorship program called The Woman Speaks. I want you on board. As a partner. You'll share your stories, help other women, host a special segment. In return, my legal team will help with your immigration status."

Lina blinked. "Are you serious?"

"As serious as your courage. You're not just a survivor, Lina. You're a leader. You've earned your seat at the table."

Tears streamed down Lina's face. This time, not from pain, but from hope.

"I… I don't know what to say."

"Say yes," Rochelle smiled. "And let's build something powerful."

Lina nodded, wiping her tears. "Yes. A thousand times, yes."

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