Three months later
Chris kept his promises and things have changed within the pack. I'm not sure how everyone felt about the changes,but I'm sure they were happy the pack was thriving. The pack house was renovated and was being used again, ranked members of the pack had to reside there. Unfortunately I had no say in my move to the pack house, but I was given the Luna's suite on the Alpha's floor. Chris and Jenna shared the Alpha's room, the whole situation was wrong and uncomfortable. I don't even want to talk about the betrayal pains I feel almost every night. It's to the point I don't look like myself, the bruises on my abdomen, the black circles under my eyes, my complexion is sallow, and I've even lost weight. Although this is happening to me Chris will not reject me. I've begged numerous times to no avail. It's early morning and I have to go to breakfast, I'd rather eat at my house or at Uncle Ben and Aunt Deidre's, but I have to eat beside them. I make my way down to the dining room and take my seat to the right of Chris and across from Jenna. Jaxon sits beside me " How are you this morning princess?" he asks me with a smile. " I'm fine my prince" we both laughed at our childish chatter. The Alpha meeting is coming up in a week, are you planning on attending?" I glance at Chris. " I don't think it's important for me to go really." He answered me. " Tristan always went in your absence,but he has business meetings all next week, Damien and Christian have training and border control,so I guess that leaves Jax and myself." I countered.
" It's a meeting for Alpha's, not mistresses and gamma's.Jenna glared at me. " Well I am the rightful Luna of this pack, and you're nothing but a Luna by name that your daddy paid for." I shrugged. " You reek of jealousy Tessa, I am where you want to be." Jenna uttered. A strong fist hitting the table made us jump, Damien trying to control his wolf " My sister is higher rank than you given by the moon goddess, she's higher rank than you by blood, she's an Alpha female and your given rank is lower than an omega! Muzzle your mutt Chris before I do." he voiced loudly. Chris lifted his head " First address me with respect Damien, and Jenna hold your tongue. Tess you and Jaxon should go to the summit, some time away might be good for you." I just nodded at him in response. We finished breakfast and everyone was headed to their work stations for the day. "Chris may I have a word with you? I requested. " Follow me to my office." he nodded. We walked into his office after he closed the door I begged
" Chris please reject me." He turned to me angered " No quit asking me that. I can not and will not lose you. I said I would fix this and I will damn it." " How are you fixing this? Look at me." I yelled pulling my shirt up to reveal my torso. " Do you see this? Look at me I look like a shell of myself,but you get to have your paid whore nightly. What exactly am I getting out of this? So many years of love and admiration I had for you, and you buried it all in three months. I feel nothing for you now, maybe hatred and disgust, but there's no love left. Our bond weakens daily, please set me free." I cried. He lifted my chin a little too aggressively " Just leave my office and start making plans for your upcoming journey with Jaxon. I will not tell you again to quit asking me what I will not do!" I pulled away from him leaving his office feeling desolate and defeated.