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once invisible

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A deeply introverted girl, invisible to most of her classmates, drifts quietly through high school without friendships or attention. But college brings her freedom, strange connections, and a chance for her to either open up or retreat even deeper into herself.
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Chapter 1 - invisible me

Hi. My name is Charlotte Samson, and as of today, I am thirty years old. I've decided to tell my story—one that spans the quiet corridors of high school, the lonely walls of home, and the sterile lecture halls of college. It's not a tale of loud laughter or grand popularity. It's the story of a girl who was, for the most part, invisible.

Back in high school, I was the quintessential introvert—the kind of girl who lingered in the background, unnoticed, unremarkable to most. I walked the halls of Lincoln High School like a shadow—present, but never quite seen. Although I had two childhood friends, Clara and Nora, time has a strange way of changing people. We entered high school together, but slowly, they drifted toward new circles—toward louder conversations, fleeting crushes, and social rituals I never quite understood. I remained on the outside, a silent observer, fading into the periphery of their lives.

I was not completely unknown in school—just not known for reasons I would have liked. I was frequently called out in class, not for mischief or misbehavior, but for being too intelligent. Mr. Jace, our ever-blunt mathematics teacher, would often use me as an example to motivate struggling students. "Be like Charlotte," he'd say, pointing toward me with his chalk-stained fingers. "She understands the fundamentals, why don't you?"

But his praise was a curse in disguise. Many of my classmates resented me for it—especially those who didn't like being reminded of what they lacked. I became a symbol of silent competition, especially to the girls, who often gave me sideways glances or whispered behind my back. But I didn't care. At least, I told myself I didn't.

I wasn't the only bright student at Lincoln High. James Carter—yes, the James Carter—was another. He was everything I wasn't: confident, charismatic, and painfully handsome. He was the golden boy of Lincoln High School, and he always came second to me academically. Mr. Jace adored him too, often using both of us to shame the underperformers. But unlike me, James didn't seem to suffer for it. If anything, it made him even more popular, even more unattainable. He was every girl's crush, including mine. Yet, like everyone else, I remained invisible to him—just another quiet girl in the background.

But school wasn't the only place where I felt unseen. Home was no different. My parents—Mr. Michael Samson and Dr. Jessica Samson—were pillars of success in the outside world but barely a presence in my everyday life. My father, the prestigious owner of Princeton University, was constantly consumed by board meetings, global conferences, and a fleet of companies he managed with relentless precision. My mother, a brilliant medical doctor and owner of UCLA Medical Hospital, spent her days and nights healing others, saving lives, and overseeing one of the most respected medical institutions in the country.

And me? I was the quiet girl left behind in a mansion that echoed with silence. Our home was grand—marble floors, crystal chandeliers, luxury that meant nothing without warmth. We had maids, yes, but no affection. No hugs at the door, no conversations at the dinner table. Sometimes, I wondered if my parents even remembered they had a daughter.

I didn't go out. I didn't have anyone to call. My phone contact list was a barren desert—filled with nothing but family numbers I rarely dialed. On some nights, the loneliness would wrap around me like a cold blanket, and I would break down into silent sobs, feeling the weight of isolation press into my chest.

Still, I held on to one thing: my dream. I had always wanted to be a medical doctor, just like my mother. And not just any doctor—but one who truly sees people. One who listens. One who is present.

When I received my acceptance letter from Princeton University, I felt a flicker of hope. It was a new chapter—a chance to redefine my story. I promised myself two things: I would study hard, and I would make one genuine friend. Not just any friend, but someone like me. Someone smart, creative, quiet, and maybe even a little broken. I didn't want to be invisible anymore—not to the world, and not to myself.

So, this is where my journey begins. Not with fanfare or flashing lights, but with a quiet decision to matter. To be heard. To be seen. For the first time in my life, I was ready to step out of the shadows.

And maybe—just maybe—the world was finally ready to see me.