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Chapter 8 - Obey Me with Your Hands

The afternoon was a long, slow, quiet scream. Hours had bled into one another since the morning's excruciating education, each one marked not by the movement of the sun—a celestial body that no longer seemed to exist in Yanna's windowless world—but by the throbbing, colorful, hideous artwork of her punishment. Her knees were twin suns of deep purple and angry red, swollen and hot to the touch, a constant, grinding reminder of her new station. Every movement was a negotiation with pain. To stand was to feel the muscles in her legs lock and protest; to walk was a stiff, hobbling parody of movement; to bend was an exercise in gritting her teeth until her jaw ached, a wave of white-hot agony shooting up from her ruined joints.

She had become a ghost in the machine, an automaton of servitude. The fear that had characterized her first frantic hours in the penthouse had been burned away by the pain, leaving behind a hollow, dull acceptance. She was no longer afraid of the next punishment; she simply accepted its inevitability. Her world had shrunk to a series of simple, emailed commands that would appear on the tablet left in her room. Organize the first three shelves of the library by publication date, then by author's surname. The silver in the dining room service for twelve requires polishing. You will find the supplies in the butler's pantry. Transcribe the attached audio file. Verbatim.

Each task was menial, meticulously designed to be both time-consuming and devoid of any intellectual engagement, reinforcing her status as a tool, a pair of hands. As she carefully buffed a silver fork, the weight of it cool and heavy in her hand, she couldn't help but think that this single piece of cutlery was likely worth more than her family's entire monthly budget. The thought no longer sparked rage or shame. It was simply a fact, as immutable as the ache in her knees. She moved through the vast, silent spaces of the penthouse, a spectre of quiet obedience, her mind blessedly, terrifyingly blank. The pain was her companion. The silence was her cage. And the anticipation of the next command was her only purpose.

She was in the library now, a cathedral of dark wood and the scent of old paper and leather. She stood on a rolling ladder, carefully dusting the spines of a row of leather-bound legal texts, their gold-leaf titles glittering in the low light. The sheer volume of knowledge in this room was overwhelming, a testament to generations of power and education. It was a world she had once desperately aspired to, and the irony of her current position—a scholar reduced to a janitor in the temple of her ambitions—was a dull ache that sat beside the physical one in her knees. She had just finished a section on maritime law when the sound came.

A sharp, abrasive crackle, slicing through the hallowed quiet of the library.

The intercom.

Yanna jolted, a full-body, Pavlovian spasm of pure adrenaline. The feather duster slipped from her nerveless fingers, tumbling down to the floor below. Her heart, which had been beating with the slow, dull rhythm of a funeral drum, instantly kicked into a frantic, panicked tattoo against her ribs. She froze on the ladder, her hands gripping the wood, her knuckles white.

Camille's voice filled the air, seeming to emanate from the walls themselves. But it was different. It was not the calm, cool, clinical timber of the morning's pronouncements. This voice was rough, raw, slightly breathless and strained with a palpable, physical exertion.

"Training room. Now."

The command was clipped, guttural. The line went dead, plunging the library back into an even more profound, accusatory silence.

Yanna scrambled down the ladder, her bruised knees screaming in protest at the sudden movement. Training room. The command implied a different space, a more private sanctum than the open-air gym where the pull-up bar was mounted. A new set of directions had already appeared on the screen of her phone, a simple map of the penthouse's sprawling layout. Her new destination was in a wing she had not yet been summoned to, a part of the labyrinth she had not yet explored.

She hobbled out of the library, each step a fresh agony. She followed the map on her phone, navigating the now-familiar sterile white corridors. After a long walk that felt like a mile, the architecture began to change. The polished white concrete under her feet gave way to a thick, black rubber flooring that swallowed the sound of her footsteps, creating a strange, deadened quiet. The air grew warmer, the crisp, cool, recycled atmosphere becoming heavy, thick with a humidity that clung to her skin and made the collar of her blouse feel damp.

And the smell… the sterile, ozonic scent of the penthouse was gone, replaced by something primal, ancient, and alive. It was the sharp, animal tang of sweat. The clean, metallic scent of cold iron. And the faint, dusty smell of chalk. It was the smell of pure, brutal, unadorned effort. It was the smell of an engine room.

The corridor ended at a single, heavy, windowless black door. It looked like the entrance to a bank vault. She hesitated for a second, her hand hovering over the handle, a fresh wave of fear washing over her. What fresh hell waited for her on the other side? Taking a deep, shuddering breath, she pushed the heavy, sound-proofed door open and stepped inside.

She stopped dead, her breath catching in her throat, her mind struggling to process the vision before her. It was a sight of startling, brutal contrast, a living paradox of light and shadow, softness and steel, effort and power.

In the center of the room, her back to the door, stood Camille.

The room itself was a temple to brutalist strength. There were no chrome machines, no cheerful mirrors, no televisions. It was a dungeon of stark, black iron. A monstrous power rack dominated the center of the space, a barbell resting on its hooks, loaded with an impossible number of heavy, black plates. Dumbbells the size of small engine blocks lined one wall in ascending order of menace. Kettlebells, thick chains, and heavy ropes lay coiled in a corner like sleeping metal beasts. The air was thick and hot, like the inside of a forge.

And in the center of it all was the goddess of the forge herself.

She was drenched. Not glistening, not dewy, but utterly, comprehensively soaked in sweat, as if she had just walked out of a river. Her long hair, which Yanna had only ever seen as a severe, elegant sheet of platinum-white silk, was pulled back into a high, brutally functional ponytail. But the sheer volume of her sweat had defeated it. Thick, wet strands had escaped, plastered like streaks of silver paint to her temples, her cheeks, and the strong, elegant column of her neck. A shining rivulet of moisture traced a path down the sharp valley of her spine, disappearing into the low-slung waistband of a pair of simple grey shorts.

Her skin, naturally as pale as porcelain, was flushed a deep, vibrant pink from exertion, a stark, living canvas for the artwork that adorned it. The sprawling black tattoos that covered the back of her neck and her entire left arm seemed impossibly dark against the flushed skin, like a cage of thorny, black-inked vines and raven feathers trying and failing to contain the raw, vibrant power thrumming beneath. The ink was not a decoration; it was a stark declaration of war on her own flesh, a claim of ownership over the very body that carried it.

But it was the shape of her, the sheer physical reality of her, that stole Yanna's breath. Her body was swollen with blood from the workout, every muscle screaming its recent torment and swollen to its absolute peak. Her shoulders were broad, powerful caps of muscle, flowing into biceps and triceps so dense and sharply defined they looked like they had been carved from white marble by a master sculptor. The simple black tank top she wore, soaked through and clinging to her skin, was strained to its limits across the flaring wings of her lats, unable to conceal the sheer mass and power she had forged for herself. Thick, blue-green veins, engorged with blood, traced intricate, living maps across her deltoids and down her forearms, a testament to the ferocious engine burning within. She was an awe-inspiring, terrifying spectacle of female strength, a valkyrie in her sweltering, iron temple.

Camille stood with her hands on her hips, her back still to Yanna, breathing in deep, controlled gulps. The air whistled faintly in her lungs. She knew Yanna was there. The silence had been broken. But she did not turn. In a single, fluid movement, she reached up and pulled the straining elastic band from her hair.

The heavy, wet fall of platinum-white hair tumbled down her back, a shocking, incandescent waterfall of light in the dim, gritty room. It clung to her damp skin, a stark contrast of soft, pale silk against the hard, flushed muscle. She picked up a towel from a nearby bench, roughly wiping her face and neck before tossing it aside. Yanna's eyes caught a detail: her fingernails, short and practical, were painted a severe, glossy black.

Finally, Camille spoke, her voice still rough, not turning to look at Yanna, her gaze fixed on the wall in front of her.

"Come here."

The command was quiet, almost a murmur, yet it echoed in the dead air of the room with the force of a gunshot. Yanna's feet felt like they were bolted to the floor. The heat rolling off Camille's body was a physical force, a tangible wave of warmth and exertion. Yanna forced herself to move, her aching knees a distant, secondary concern. Her entire being was focused on the creature in front of her. She hobbled across the thick rubber floor until she stood a few feet behind Camille, a small, trembling shadow in the presence of a sun.

Camille still did not turn. Instead, she patted the hard leather of the weight bench that sat beside her right thigh, a clear, unspoken order to stand there. To present herself. Yanna obeyed, her movements stiff. Then came the command that would shatter the fragile, terrified calm she had built for herself, a command delivered in that same raw, breathless voice, a command that promised a new and terrifying form of intimacy.

"My shoulders are tight," Camille stated, as if discussing the weather. "You will massage them."

Yanna stared. She stared at the living, breathing, sweating anatomy of her tormentor—this impossible, terrifying vision of white hair and black ink, of pale skin and raw power. She had been commanded to put her hands on the very source of it all. On the engine.

Time seemed to warp and slow. The air grew thick, heavy. Her mind, which had been blissfully, mercifully blank just minutes before, was now a roaring vortex of panic. Touch her? Touch her? No. No, I can't. I can't. But the memory of the mung beans, of the agonizing hours spent on her knees, was a far more powerful argument. Failure was not an option. The corrections for failure were too high.

With a hand that trembled so violently she was surprised Camille couldn't hear it, Yanna reached out. Her fingers hovered for an eternity over the sweat-slicked, flushed skin of Camille's right shoulder, just above the strap of her tank top. The heat radiating from her was intense. Yanna could see the fine, pale hairs on Camille's skin, each one a tiny detail in this horrifyingly intimate landscape. She could see the edge of the sprawling raven-feather tattoo that began on her neck and disappeared down her arm.

She squeezed her eyes shut for a second, took a shuddering breath, and made contact.

The moment her fingertips touched Camille's skin, a jolt went through her, a powerful surge of sensory information that overloaded her brain. The skin was hot, impossibly hot, and slick with a thin film of sweat that felt clean, almost like salt water. And beneath the skin… beneath the skin was muscle. Not the soft, yielding flesh she was used to, but a dense, packed, unyielding hardness. It was like touching living stone.

Camille did not react, did not even flinch. She simply stood there, breathing deeply, a silent, waiting mountain.

Taking that as permission to continue, Yanna brought her other hand up, placing it on Camille's left shoulder. She began to work, her movements hesitant at first, her touch light and uncertain. She tried to remember the diagrams from the anatomy textbooks she had studied, to treat this as a clinical exercise. Trapezius. Deltoid. Rhomboid. The words were meaningless in the face of this reality.

She started with the trapezius muscles, the thick bands of power that flanked Camille's neck. Her thumbs dug in, trying to find purchase, trying to apply pressure. It was like trying to knead granite. The muscles were bunched into tight, unyielding knots, ropes of steel under the skin. As she pressed deeper, a low sound rumbled from Camille's chest—a soft, guttural grunt. It was not a sound of pleasure. It was a sound of pain, of a knot being worked, of a pressure being met with counter-pressure. The sound spurred Yanna on, a terrifying confirmation that she was doing… something.

Her hands moved outward, to the broad caps of Camille's shoulders. The deltoids were perfect, rounded globes of muscle, so hard and defined it felt unreal. She could feel the distinct separation of the anterior, lateral, and posterior heads of the muscle, a detail she had only ever seen in anatomical drawings. Here, it was a living, breathing reality under her fingertips. She worked her way down, her fingers tracing the path of the sprawling tattoos on Camille's left arm. The ink felt no different from the skin, but the sight of it, the stark black lines moving and shifting under her hands as she worked the muscle beneath, was hypnotic.

"Deeper," Camille's voice commanded, a low growl.

Yanna obeyed, putting more of her weight into it, her own arms beginning to ache from the effort. Her thumbs dug into the dense muscle of Camille's upper back, just between her shoulder blades—the exact spot where Camille had pressed her finger earlier that day. The memory sent a fresh jolt of fear and shame through her, but she channeled it into her hands, pressing harder, kneading the tense, knotted flesh. She could feel the hard ridge of Camille's spine, the sharp, delicate edges of her shoulder blades, which felt like buried wings beneath the thick blanket of muscle. Her hands were now covered in a thin sheen of Camille's sweat, the scent of it filling her senses, a scent she knew would be imprinted on her memory forever.

As her fingers traced the lines of muscle, they brushed against something different. A change in texture. On Camille's right side, just below the shoulder blade, her fingertips found a series of thin, raised lines hidden beneath the flushed skin. Scars.

They were old, silvery-white, and fine as thread. They were not the clumsy, thick scars of accidents. These were clean, precise, deliberate. Yanna's blood ran cold. She knew scars like this. She had seen smaller, paler versions of them on her own forearm. But these were different. They were older, deeper, a latticework of healed-over pain that spoke of a history Yanna couldn't even begin to comprehend. Who was this woman? This creature of immense power and unimaginable wealth, who bore the secret, deliberate marks of suffering on her own skin? Did she create them herself, as Yanna did, in moments of overwhelming pressure? Or were they put there by someone else? The thought was even more terrifying. The knowledge that something or someone could inflict this kind of damage on a creature as powerful as Camille was a revelation that shook Yanna to her core. It didn't make Camille seem weaker; it made her seem infinitely more dangerous, a survivor of fires Yanna couldn't even imagine.

Yanna's knuckles were aching, her hands cramping from the sheer effort of working against such dense, unyielding muscle. For a split second, her pressure faltered, her grip weakening as a sharp pain shot through her own hands.

It was a fatal mistake.

"Don't stop."

The command was a whip-crack, low and immediate. Camille hadn't moved, hadn't turned, but her awareness was absolute. She had felt the infinitesimal lapse in Yanna's service. It was a test. A test of her endurance, of her obedience. A reminder that her own pain was irrelevant.

Tears of frustration and exertion pricked at Yanna's eyes. She bit down hard on her lip and forced her protesting hands to continue, digging her thumbs back into a particularly tight knot near Camille's neck. Camille let out another low, shuddering grunt, a sound that was a complex tapestry of pain and relief and something else, something that sounded terrifyingly like pleasure.

It was then, as her hand worked the base of Camille's neck, that Yanna saw it. On the back of Camille's right hand, across the knuckles, was a fresh wound. It was not a clean cut. It was a raw, ugly abrasion, a patch of skin scraped away, oozing a small, sluggish trickle of dark blood. The knuckles themselves were swollen and bruised. It was the kind of wound one gets from punching something. Something hard. Like a wall.

Suddenly, Yanna understood. The strained voice on the intercom. The brutal, ferocious energy of the workout. This wasn't just training. This was an exorcism. An expulsion of some immense, violent rage. Camille had been trying to beat something out of her own body.

And just like that, the dynamic shifted again. The sight of blood, of a fresh wound in need of tending, was a strange and terrifyingly familiar comfort. The terror of her task receded, replaced by the muscle memory of a different kind of servitude, the servitude of a caretaker. This, she understood. This, she had done before. This was a role she knew how to play. She was no longer just a masseuse; she was a medic, a cleaner of wounds. It was a moment of horrifying clarity: she found solace in the evidence of her owner's pain.

Camille must have sensed the shift in her attention, the slight change in the rhythm of her hands.

"What is it?" she asked, her voice still rough.

"Your hand," Yanna whispered, her voice barely audible. "You're bleeding."

There was a long pause. Then, with a slow, deliberate movement, Camille finally turned her head, looking over her shoulder to fix Yanna with an intense, unreadable gaze. Her face was flushed, her amber eyes burning like coals in the dim light. She glanced down at her own hand, at the raw, bleeding knuckles, as if noticing them for the first time. Her expression was one of complete indifference.

She turned her gaze back to Yanna. The air crackled with a new kind of tension, a new kind of test.

"Then it seems," Camille said, her voice a low, dangerous purr, "that your duties have just been expanded." She stood up from the bench, turning to face Yanna fully for the first time. The sheer presence of her, hot, sweating, and overwhelmingly powerful, made Yanna take an involuntary step back. Camille held out her bleeding hand, palm up, an offering and a command.

"Fetch the kit."

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