Life is short but it isn't so short that we should fear for our life over it. Every moment we wake up is a gift and we should learn to make the most of the time we have. I'm gonna come out and say it "I refuse to indulge in alcohol like others tend to," I mean what is the point of putting yourself in a state where you don't know what you could do or who could sway you to do something. When you're young you don't have to worry so much about death because your life has just begun and to be honest worrying does nothing but harm you.
The alarm sounds, signal me to wake up. *Yawn, yawn.* My eyes open slowly as I feel the sunlight hit my face..."Welp, I guess its time to get up, I can't keep sitting around here doing nothing, expecting to be paid for my effort. "A long, laborious day awaits me. Every day I have to get ready for work, just like many other people do my routine; showering, brushing teeth, etc. I try to be done finishing up around the same time but that is if we live in a perfect world and that isn't the case. When I'm in the kitchen I already look the part of someone who's going to work today. Breakfast is made only for one because if you live alone, then you only have to accommodate for one person.
Getting out the door in the morning and having to go to work every day may seem monotonous but honestly I'm glad I have something to do instead of just trying to leisure about every day. The drive to work isn't far so I don't often find myself in situations where I would be late for work. Not having anyone at the house can get really lonely sometimes, I mean I don't have a wife or any children to call my own so, just seeing people spending time with family makes me believe it is quite nice. Although, to the average it may seem like I'm alone but that just isn't the case, to be honest its just me and Jesus.
The Lord is here for us, I mean he always was considering how he patiently waits for us to get to know him and come home a new person because of him. The transformation we undergo in our walk with Jesus exceeds the level of whatever anyone else can offer you. I am just like everyone else imperfect, because I have my own missteps and that is what makes me a sinner but I don't want to be one. I'm glad that I can keep getting back up because of a hand that is always reached out to save me from myself.
I did all of this thinking but I definitely don't regret thinking about these things because I choose to enjoy my life and my walk with Christ no matter how much treachery I face.