Once, there was a girl who wants to
Give up her life, she was tired, she sometimes
Dreamed of going to the clouds and rest as long as
She could.
She was tired living in this cruel world, she was often
Bullied by her classmates, she was judge by them
She had enough and tried to cut her wrist
Like it was a piece of paper, but she was scared,
She was scared because she might sin,
She was scared that her mom would long
For her daughter, she was scared not because of
Death but because she thinks what would happened
If she was gone.
She wasn't selfish, she was the daughter that all
Mothers wish for, god didn't judge her, people did.
She wasn't smart, but she always try, she wasn't brave
But she fought to survive, she was a star that shone brightly
In the darkness of the night,
But that shine will not last forever.
She was active in sports, but slow in class.
She loves drawing so much, but she injured her
Hands by slipping during practice, so
She stopped. She loves music so much that
She'd die not listening when she's doing something.
But then, one day she recognized her true talent. She met writing,
And for the first time her heart felt calm.
Words started to pour out,
Then the thought of her dying slowly, faded.
As I said, her shine wouldn't last forever,
Her life wasn't so easy, but she chose to live on it
She kept herself busy.
she needed to be the role model of her four siblings.
The second parent.
She gave and gave until there was nothing left for her.
All she thinks about is being the role model to her siblings.
She was the second parent, she didn't know how
To be selfish, all the responsibility was hers,
She was fighting a battle that wasn't hers.
She has this little brother
Of hers that she dislike, but that's
What they think.
She loved her with all her life, that she would
Sacrifice her life even if it means
To die.
She was sorry for everything,
She didn't mean to hurt him, but she needed to,
Because in the real world, you need to learn to survive
You need to be brave so you don't starve to death,
You need to stand up for yourself so you don't get stepped on.
This world is cruel. If I gave you some advice, it
Doesn't mean that I'm smarter than you,
It's because I made the same mistake and
I don't want you to experience what I went through,
I just want to say that you're lucky, that you always get
What you wanted, and I'm happy, that you grew up
With positive thoughts, but please don't follow
My footsteps, don't be like me,
I'm nothing but a selfish monster, that people judge,
I was awful and only thinks about myself. I broke into a million pieces.
I was a bird that couldn't fly. Maybe, just maybe in another
Life I could be a bird, a beautiful bird, one that finally
Reaches the clouds, and won't come back.