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Chapter 12 - The Name You’re Not Supposed to Know

It always starts with a whisper.

Someone says, "Did you hear about the name?"

Then they go silent.

Because to speak more is to invite it.

 

I didn't believe it, of course.

Urban legend. Viral nonsense.

An internet rabbit hole with too many creepy fonts and glitchy videos.

Until I found the file.

It was buried on an old forum thread.

Titled: "/REMOVED/NAME/DO-NOT-OPEN.txt"

It wasn't a story.

It was a warning.

Disguised as fiction.

About a name no one was allowed to say.

Not because it was cursed.

Because it was aware.

 

They said the name started as a sound.

A tone that existed before language.

Something felt, not spoken.

And when humanity learned how to trap sound into shape — we gave it a name.

We made it small.

And that made it angry.

 

The rules were simple:

Don't write it.Don't say it.Don't think it for too long.And whatever you do, don't try to give it to someone else.

Because once the name knows you —

it erases you.

Not kills.

Not vanishes.

It deletes.

From memory.

From photos.

From all language.

People who say the name?

No one remembers they existed.

Not friends.

Not family.

Not even their own diaries.

Their lives get rewritten around the hole they leave behind.

 

I didn't believe it.

So I said it.

Alone.

Out loud.

Once.

The name wasn't dramatic.

No thunder.

No glitch in the walls.

Just a word I didn't recognize…

and immediately forgot.

 

That night, I couldn't find myself in old photos.

My emails started bouncing back — recipient not found.

My reflection flickered.

The doorman of my building asked,

"Are you new here?"

 

I panicked.

Called my sister.

She didn't recognize my voice.

I said, "It's me."

She replied,

"Who?"

And hung up.

 

Now, I live in between mentions.

In the white space.

In parentheses no one reads.

I'm writing this from inside a comment box on a dead site.

Because text… might be the only thing left that almost remembers.

 

If you're reading this…

maybe I've left something in you.

A word.

A wrong memory.

A pull.

Whatever you do:

don't say the name.

You won't remember what it is anyway.

That's how it protects itself.

But if you feel something shifting behind your tongue…

if you feel like your own name suddenly feels less real than it should—

you're already being heard.

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