Who am I?
What am I doing?
Why am I behaving this way?
I hope I could know the reason
Which is hiding from me
In the clouds of ignorance
I've faced hardships
People have put me down
I tried my best
To rise to the top
But why do I feel
My past pulling me down?
I am surrounded by many people
But I feel lonely
Everyone gives me advice
But they sound like insults to me
Why is this happening to me?
Why, oh why?
I dreamt of myself dead
Thinking I won't hurt anyone anymore
But I didn't expect to see
People mourning my death
Why do I see the opposite
Of what I thought should happen?
Problems seem to follow me
And I avoid them all the time
But they manage to find me
And attack me with their bullets
I get hurt bu these gunshots
But I had to get up and carry on
I don't know
What this world is about
It has happiness and sorrow
And everyone gets hit by the truth
Show me the path
So I'll know I can find a way through