Everyone has a dream, goal, or aspiration that may or may not be the main driving force behind most if not all of their actions. Being goal oriented is not typically a bad thing, even in my case my goal had a concrete and achievable level that did not seem too far fetched; however, the end result is far beyond any of my comprehension or cognitive processes to the point that you could call my calm, cool, collected reaction... abnormal to say the least. To understand the outcome my reaction and following actions a bit of context is needed obviously.
To those on the outside looking in I generally am an average height average looking guy mid twenties black guy which is a very apt description. I'm around five foot five two hundred and fifteen pounds about twenty percent body fat a fairly muscular face to go with my build brown very dark brown eyes with a shallow crew cut.
There are a few things you could say distinguish me from those around me which most notably are my charisma, my physical prowess, and one of the more rare characteristics I have is my very calm mind. Under extreme circumstances I've been know to shown the most cool head and have decided on my own actions with that cool head.
That being said my level of ingenuity and adaption are fairly average, but having a cool head along with my physical prowess is what has allowed me to be accepted into one of the colleges I have wanted to attend for some time.
Going to this great college isn't my final goal though only a means to an end, what I really want more than anything something you could equate to a goal among all else is my desire to live in a foreign land. Most would mock such a goal saying how easy it is to do such a thing, but when I say foreign I don't mean it in the typical sense. Something being foreign can mean something you've never perceived with your senses.
I want to live somewhere no one has ever perceived with their senses.
A nigh impossible goal in today's world with how technology is everywhere and nothing is hidden but I have to believe that the dream I seek can be fulfilled. This dream that I have is what has led to my utter downfall.