[WARNING: MATURE CONTENT 21+// She Hates Me, But She's Mine in EVERY Way]

“No… I won't.”
“Oh, petal, I wasn't asking. You WILL marry me.”
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Dr. Kiyomi, a neurosurgeon rogue lycan, lives in & never leaves the human hospital— the safest place for her. That’s until a high-profile mafia surgery goes wrong and she’s blamed for it despite being on leave. 

Suddenly the limelight is on her, forcing her rare last name back into the memories of people who have long wanted her dead — the Bogdan Lycans. As if that isn't enough, the Ivanov Russian mob is after her with vengeance in their hearts. 

Scared, Kiyomi leaves the hospital pretending to be a night-shift male nurse — which works, only for her to be kidnapped at the hospital’s entrance, by the cruel lycan queen’s guards who drag her to the queen Sakura’s human home.
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Sakura Watanabe; the soulless crazy queen known to screw up everyone for fun. She ruins everything she touches and sucks the life out of everyone around her. She is bad, cruel, and a menace who does whatever she wants, however, and whenever she wants it.

When she hears of Dr. Kiyomi’s misfortunes, she is curious to see what will make that lycan break, and orders that Kiyomi be brought to her, so she can sign the infamous Sakura contract that always leaves the signee dead, dead and dead. 

What Sakura doesn't factor in is the fact that the woman who walks through her door is her soulmate. And even worse is the desire she gets to protect Kiyomi. Not one to relent in the hands of fate, Sakura forces Kiyomi to sign the oppressive contract.

What happens when Sakura's heart starts beating for Kiyomi, and she goes after everyone who hurt her soulmate? Will she cancel the contract and embrace love, or will she stay the stoic soulless queen with nothing to live for?

And even better, how long can Sakura fight fate?

That was the one thing that Sakura learned from Doctor Kiyomi Kimura. 


But without Kiyomi, there was no life left for Sakura to live. It was just nothingness. An emptiness that wouldn't account for the pain in her heart each time she thought of the good doctor and how easy it had been for Kiyomi to cast her aside. 


Maybe the queen was getting emotional but what the fuck was she supposed to do when the woman she had borne her soul out for had doomed what they had? 


"Nabi… This is not you," Otaru tried, and to that, Sakura chuckled bitterly. 


Wasn't this the version the entire Doiwa had known from the moment she had escaped her mother's torture chambers? What the hell did Otaru even mean by not her when the sun was not even up anymore, and life had stopped meaning anything to her? 


"Are you ready or not?" Sakura asked not to be in the mood to deal with anything right now. 


Chapter 94 - I Need Your Love Before I Fall